sigh.. someone just reminded me that As results are going to come out in 3 weeks time =/ and everytime i think of results, i get jitters! though i'm reminded by many others countless times to leave all my worries in God's hands! sometimes i find that easier said than done? but well, the Lord provides the peace from all the everyday worries and anxiousness =) and anyway, God has a plan for each and everyone of us, we just have to trust in Him that in His time, everything will be gd!
i watched the nkf children's medical fund program on channel news asia just now and it's very sad and disheartening to know that there's so many ppl out there who are so much more unfortunate than i am. and sometimes, i really don't treasure the normal life that i lead. these ppl are so thankful that they're living and have no time to worry themselves over insignificant issues but here i am getting irritated at ppl for no reason! shouldn't i at least be thankful that i can communicate with ppl around me and be able to experience these emotions? and to be more tolerant of other's weaknesses?
scholarships. is ur status in life so dependent on scholarships? if u're a scholar, u can rise faster in the ranks! that's what the govt and the army and everyone says! which means, if u think abt it, ur life is marked out and determined (by the govt if not for anything else) by the age of like 16 or 18? that's rather young right? but well, scholarships are offered only to the best and brightest of the students. and i'm very hesitant to apply partly cos i think i'm not what they call 'scholar material' if u get what i mean? in other words i'm just not brilliant enough.. which is true! =) well, some ppl got rejected by psc, does that mean the end for them? i certainly hope not! scholarships are not just the one thing in life that is impt! rem that God does have a plan and it's in His plan to prosper us and not to harm us, and to give us a future and a hope! =)
this entry is rather random cos i'm just typing whatever that comes to mind! and it sounds very incoherent too! oh well.. one of those i-want-to-feel-intelligent-but-am-not-succeeding nights! =P
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hi audrey!! :) diane here. my computer is up and working!! can you believe it's chinese new year already?...i'm wondering where the whole of january went. when can i help you twiddle with your layout and all? gong xi fa cai (i think i remember how to write everything but gong) and xin nian kuai le! :)
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