too much of work?

so many people went back to school today that the teachers were saying that it's the dress rehearsal for results day.. eeps! =\ anyway, yl anna ks ben ian brandon marc simian kenneth and thousands of other j3s went back to school today! and many stayed on to watch the ac idol.

ac idol, it certainly brought back the feeling of life as a student again, squeezing through the crowd to get into the hall, just sitting there enjoying myself, and cheering loudly when mr patrick sum (tau-fat-patty-sum!) and mr mark ng (syl-fat-ster-ng!) sang! =) but i can't help thinking that if only there was ac idol last yr, it would have been more fun cos at least i would know most of the people taking part! but anyway, i think if they have an open category, kenneth should join and be the vocalist! =P cos the bands weren't really that gd haha!

anyway, i'm beginning to think if i've taken up too many things these days. i can hardly find time to meet up with my ex schoolmates, some whom i haven't seen in ages! and even days that i'm free, i'd rather slack them off at home, cos i hardly ever have the time to just sit down and idle my time away. sigh. i hate the feeling of not doing anything, and yet, i hate the feeling of being too busy! ok, i sound super confusing there! but if i were to not work and go out everyday, i'll begin to find that life becomes very frivilous! on the otherhand, if i were to work like mad and not have a social life, that'll make me go insane! haha

i can't seem to find a nice balance. i'm spurred on to work harder by the prospect of getting more money so i can go for a few nice hols before i start uni. but sometimes, i wonder if i compromise the time i spend with God by putting in these extra hrs of work. cos when i reach home late, i tend to like the feeling of just slacking and talking nonsense, and well, time passese very quickly when i'm doing that. and it kind of leaves me very little time to reflect and talk to God..

to all my friends: let's meet up sometime soon yah? =) i don't want to lose the friendships that i've forged over the yrs (cliche as it may sound =P)!