doomsday

i played mahjong with my family today, and i didn't even win a single game! =( sigh, life is so unfair! and hurray! i just got my pay from relief teaching! =)

anyway, i just heard that results are coming on march 4?? that's horrendously soon! yikes! never imagined that the day will arrive! sigh.. that's ard 3 more weeks only! ahh.. i always feel very jittery thinking about results! it's inevitable i tell u! doomsday..... it seems like everything depends on the lousy A level results. what happens if i don't do well? sigh it's just something i'm hoping won't happen! but that's like what everyone's hoping also right? haha

i don't even know why i'm so caught up with results! argh, i should just leave everything in God's hands. that's what i've been telling myself daily. it's not working. sigh, me of little faith! my heart is beating quite fast now, i can't imagine what will happen to me come results day.

alright, i'll stop this nonsense entry now! cos i'm only scaring myself thinking of results! btw, stop talking to me about results ok? thanx! =)

u know what? ben finally admitted that he's more nonsense than me! (for today at least!)