sitting here in the staff room on the 2nd last day of sch (cos it's founder's day on fri and there'll be no lessons) and feeling very sian now.. it's amazing how time is passing by so quickly that i don't even have a moment to take a step back and reflect on my past 3 months.. the life of a teacher isn't that exciting for me anymore, i guess the novelty of the whole teaching experience for me has worn out.. it's more like a job now i feel.. i know i def don't have the passion to become a teacher.. it's hard! and i've got to admit it.. i have no idea how my teachers survived our class.. i mean, when i walk into a class who's so disinterested in learning and doing their work, how am i going to be all so passionate and enthusiastic? it's just so hard!

*home*

anyway, now that i'm not going to teach the 4 classes anymore for the next term, i felt a little sad as i said my goodbyes to some of the classes.. though they were definitely far from being angels in class, but i guess i'll still miss them.. i'm really looking forward to the one week break and using that time to catch up on rest.. and hopefully i'll be able to store up some energy for the term ahead! heh

well, i've got to finish up a lot of marking tonight and tmr morn cos tmr's the last day of teaching for this term! =) i think i'm really quite happy! and now i must sit down and write my psc essay =\ sigh i'm so lazy!