at the threshold of the future

why why why??

why is everything so uncertain now? i really have no idea what to do..

being human beings, we can easily deceive ourselves into things without even knowing it so we need to be careful about things like "God told me blah blah blah". The only sure place that God speaks is through His Word.

through this long process of deciding what to do, God will never give you quick fix answers.. we wish He can just send us a letter or give us a ring and tell us to do this-and-this course at where-and-where but it's not going to happen. I guess the most important question you have to ask yourself first is what are you seeking? Him? or are there other things that you're pursuing

and you may not acknowledge it immediately so we need to keep reading His word and praying, so that the Holy Spirit can speak to us through the bible and draw us closer to Him. It doesn't matter what you choose to do or where you go really.. God isn't limited by our circumstances.. He cares more about our motivations and heart
-(stole from a conversation with april on msn)

med or speech therapy? i keep asking myself and God the same question.. i can apply for both and end up not getting either, then what am i supposed to do? i never felt so scared in my life.. suddenly i see my whole life before me, waiting to be filled with "things".. and i don't know the "things" that God has in plan for me.. what if the sign that i think is from God is just something coincidental? how am i supposed to know? well like what april said, it's only through prayer and the reading of His word!

(i heard this song at the mg bookfair thing today) and in this time when i'm so unsure of what to do, this song just came into mind again.. the first verse really reminded me again that my future is really in His hands!

Your Word is a light unto my path

Your Love guides me through my darkest night

And even though sometimes Your ways

I cannot understand

I’ll never walk away because my future’s

In Your hands

I don’t care what people will say

I’m running after You

I won’t turn back and go their way

Coz I’m running after You

Yeah I’m running after You

I’m running after You(I will run to You)

I don’t care what people will say

I’m running after You

I won’t turn back and go their way

Coz I’m running after You

Don’t matter what may come my way

I’m running after youIt’s You

I’m following today

I’m running after You

I’m running after You