strange...
siigh..

anyway, im missing all of yous =(

its so amazing that some songs just remind you of someone, or something, or sometime.

=)

i've been addicted to a new korean show and have been watching it quite a bit! its called Hello, My Lady! haha.

sian. another full day of lectures tomorrow again.

its already he last day of the holidays! time really flies by too quickly when you're having too much fun =/ i really enjoyed this one-week break! it was totally great after 4 months of non-stop working during medicine and surgery postings. haha and it was so fun in bangkok when i went there with mich and claire!! we shopped and ate tonnes and did many massages! ;p
of cos, i had to go mambo/phuture this week as well =)
and then during this one week was food, Food and more FOOD!! and not forgetting Wii! its so fun! haha i love some bunny game and the marvel game! haha i wish the break was longer so that we can slack more and play more!

well, what made this holiday great and exceptional was the company of excellent friends!! =) really had tonnes of fun doing everything together, and hanging out eating and playing =) =)
HAHA! and i realise i've seen claire n mich every single day ever since our last posting ended ;p

school's starting tmr again. time to wake up early as usual. haha i dont think i've recovered from the sleep debt i've incurred this week. oh well, lets hope ortho isnt as tiring as how the timetable looks. haha im still happy from playing wii. ah, time to get back to reality - SCHOOL TMR!

so byebye to the 3 guys and stephrene n yh. hopefully we'll all have a fruitful time in the next posting.
and if you girls read my blog also, dont forget we've to go out too!! =)

alright. time to sleep. or else i'll be so stoned tmr =( boo. i dont wanna go to sch.

check these out =)
hahaha!


stephrene!! i think this photo is the ugliest one here =P














pretty mich! ;p















HAHA! looking like a primary school boy! ;p















OH NO! haha dont kill me people!!

i actually wanted to blog a very happy post. but well, decided not to since im not really feeling up to right now.

but dont be mistaken, i had a great day today!
went kbox! - discovered that my friends have excellent voices!!
bought new stuffs as well!

aiyah. another new week is starting! im looking forward to some stuffs this week! cant wait for them to arrive!!!!!

things to smile about! =)




























thank you! you and you and you and you for the many many nice sweet things!! and for being so sweet yourselves! =)
haha i feel like eating macaroons now.

i feel quite stupid. in more ways than one -
should start reading more textbook, but i dont feel like it.
and i included something in an sms today to a friend, that on hingsight, i shouldnt even have said it. haha its not something bad. but well, just feel rather stupid that i said cos its rather dumb haha.

i've a throbbing head now =/
boo its already 1am. im tired, but i dont feel like sleeping.

aiyo. my blog is some boring shit place.

there's suddenly so much work to do! and many work-related things this week! i cant go out and play and enjoy myself boo =(
next week's gonna be the same thing too! oh boy.
2 half more weeks to go before a one week break! YES!

ah. i cant be so slack anymore! read more!! and do another case write up! seems like a hell lot of work!

ZZZzZzZz.........

warning: a ramble-y post ahead =/ ...

cant even remember when the last time i blogged was. but anyway, the week was rather interesting i should say. haha really thankful that i've like-minded people who understands me! and yah, its kinda great making new friends too! but kinda sad when people whom you were close to in the beginning drift away from you. makes you wonder.
anyway, frankly speaking, im quite scared these days. cos for me, i value some things more than studies or academic or work, and im really afraid of losing them. but oh well, shall continue to live out this fear, and hopefully it goes away.. hopefully people will start seeing things for themselves.

with each post i blog, one week just goes past like that. well, im kinda happy that time is passing by quite quickly. really cant wait for the one week break, even if it means im lazing around at home. i need a break from everything.

im amazingly really awake now! just watched quite a cool show! haha Green Butchers! (i think thats the title). its dark, dry humor. very very interesting and morbid in a way. but i liked it quite a lot!! =)
oh yes! went for another buffet today! haha think i've had more buffets this month than the whole of last year! and i played poker today! i was so upset i got so bad cards! (luckily we played only chips!!) haha im running out of luck recently. even finding parking at suntec was quite a pain. haha might have used up my luck somewhere else. oh well.

and something awkward happened just now. boo =/

OKKKK! its bed now or i'll never make it to school tmr morn.

happy! =)
a great last week in hospital! and ended with a FUN and then slack weekend! kinda loved it (despite the really lack of sleep)! there was great Peranakan food and excellent crab and nice chocolate fudge cake as well! and of cos, fantastic company this weekend! haha hopefully this coming week will be more slack with more time to sleep..

*hopeful!*

i want short days for the next few days!! *crosses fingers*
though actually the colorectal department is really really nice! really like the surgeon and team im with! =)

arghh! hope im alright! felt super giddy, and felt very very faint when i scrubbed in for a surgery today. and its happened to me the last time i scrubbed in for an operation as well.
hmmm..
and its OT day tmr for me. i think i kinda have a fear of OTs and scrubbing in. i feel nauseous at the burnt smell of fats or muscles (its gross!! i hate it!!), and feel giddy and faint-ish when i stand for too long at one position holding the retractor.
=(

other than that, it should be an interesting day tmr seeing surgeries i hope! time to sleep. reached home only about 45mins ago..

2 buffets in 3 days and 2 birthdays in a day is not a very good combination to have =/ haha feel so bloated and full! and a swim today doesnt seem to make a difference. haha

there goes another weekend. away again in a blast (blast here meaning how quickly the weekend went by).

a new week ahead! haha i realise i say this in a lot of my posts. cant help it if i dont blog much to begin with. its the 4th week of surgery, and im already counting down to the one week of holiday i have! haha.. and too bad my bro starts school the day i start my one week break! =(