arghh! hope im alright! felt super giddy, and felt very very faint when i scrubbed in for a surgery today. and its happened to me the last time i scrubbed in for an operation as well.
hmmm..
and its OT day tmr for me. i think i kinda have a fear of OTs and scrubbing in. i feel nauseous at the burnt smell of fats or muscles (its gross!! i hate it!!), and feel giddy and faint-ish when i stand for too long at one position holding the retractor.
=(

other than that, it should be an interesting day tmr seeing surgeries i hope! time to sleep. reached home only about 45mins ago..