i've been having alternating good and bad days this week.
surgery has finally started. this week has been a self-declared non-studying week by me! and so far i've been adhering to it. left the hosp as early as i could everyday, went out, watched tv, ktv-ed etc etc etc..
monday was a good (half) day.. tuesday was shit at first, but alright in the end! wednesday was fruitful. and today (thursday) was sian! lets see what tomorrow brings me =(

i've been thinking about things.. and maybe i should really stop doing too many things for people. sometimes it just goes unappreciated.. sometimes it leads into some huge argument with another party.. ah sigh..
well, at least someone said she thinks i've kinda matured, and changed slightly since she left some time ago in april.

mixed thoughts in my mind on what i should and should not do. what i should or should not put up with.
so many random statements written down one after another to make up a post. really reflects the state of my mind now. ha!

and once again, im not pissy or angsty! and some people should just stop saying those things!! tsktskkkk!!!!! ;p