i can't stand u! the more i think of the whole situation, the more i feel as if u're trying to outdo me in every aspect of my life!

last year, u condemned me (i don't think i'll ever forget this!!) when i decided to do med..
now u come and ask me, "how do i apply for nus med? is it very hard to get in?"
what do u want me to say to u?
what does this make me think of u?
that yes, u really just want to outdo me..
med is not ur first choice, and it never has been ur consideration at all, i'm very very sure!
go, take ur stupid scholarship (if and when u get it!!) and go overseas..

the way u talk, the tone of ur voice, just puts me off!
the way u talked to my brother yest, really just made me pissed at u!
u think u're some almighty being..
someone so blessed with brains that u can simply condemn anything and everything that me and my brothers say or do..
u think u're so religious..
that everything that me or my brothers do will send us to hell!
ok u didn't explicitly say that, but that's the feeling i get..

so with that stupid-i-think-i-am-the-greatest-being-on-earth-and-all-you-people-can-go-and-die tone of voice..
u think u can become a doctor??
i've never met anyone who speaks like u before
anyone who condemns every single minute things that displeases them..
even if u don't agree with stuff that me or my brothers do
at least keep them within ur stupid self!
do u have to openly discuss with ur mum that "certain" computer games are so stooopid cos u have to pay money?

u always talk to ur sister soo much about ur "oh-so-exciting" life!
so ppl with boring lives like me will be jealous of u!
will be left in one corner, crying out of self-pity..
but thankfully, that's only what u think!
i'm rather pleased with my life right now..
at least i have friends..
i wonder if u do..

i don't think u'll ever read my blog..
i don't think u know i keep a blog..
i don't even have u on my msn contact!
well and good!
cos u've changed darn too much from secondary school days!
and i really can't stand u now!
i dread all family gatherings/dinners/whatever-sh** nowadays..
because of ur darn tone of voice!
u suck!! (i really mean it this time!)
wonder if anyone has ever told u that straight into ur face
i would love to be the first..
except that my parents would probably kill me..

u're not the only one who i can't stand at family gatherings/what-not
be thankful!
i think people shd have more tact
and not simply voice anything and everything that come out of their stupid heads!!

alright, u better not discover my blog!
well too bad if u do then..
just don't go ard telling the whole world abt how angsty i can be!