haha i've accepted medicine, rejected the ntu scholarship, all in a span of 1 min.. so there, my life is set! i suer hope i made a correct decision.. sigh, it is always tempting to look back and tell urself that u would have done better elsewhere.. but i hope that it won't be the case for me.. it's scary, a 1 min clicking on the offers online and i've made HUGE decisions for myself that i've got to stick with the for rest of my life.. it's a scary thought and i certainly hope i can survive!

there are some things that i've been hoping to get and asked God a few times, but sigh, i think i'll have to wait.. haha life is never ever fair.. i mean i have some privileges compared to other ppl, but there're a few things that i simply cannot have.. it sounds dumb but i've been asking God why can't i get certain things (i sound like a kid huh=P) even though i know that it's all in His plan.. sometimes i think that if we strive too hard to achieve sth that God doesn't want us to have, we still would not get it in the end..

anyway, during small group this morning, abi shared with us a song that i thought was really applicable and encouraging =)

MY REDEEMER IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
as i look back on the road i've travelled,
i see so many times He's carried me through;
and if there's one thing that i've learnt in my life,
my redeemer is faithful and true.

my redeemer is faithful and true.
everything He has said He will do,
and every morning His mercies are new;
my redeemer is faithful and true.

my heart rejoices when i read the promise
"there is a place i am preparing for you"
i know someday i'll see my Lord face to face,
cos my redeemer is faithful and true.

and in every situation
He has proved His love to me;
when i lack the understanding,
He give more grace to me.