i know i got biochem supps already =(

oh no! what a disastrous exam..

why am i so stoopid? =(
i feel like giving up =/ =/
it's so much to study.. n i have to do it all over again! =(
they said the viva ppl tend to ask qns on where we screwed up.. but aiyah! i dont dare to study only the ans to those qns =/
there's quite a lot to study again!
and ive been playing so much i think i forgot a lot of things already!! =(
oh well.. i need a smarter brain.. someone pls lend me one!! =/
ahh i think the whole world knows already.. i have physio viva..
sounds v scary n hard! =/ siigh..
siigh..

im wondering if im going for biochem viva as well.. or im going for a straight supps for that =/
aiyah!
more siighs..

sorry for such a whiny post! =/

and ppl, pls believe me next time when i say im quite sure im going for vivas/supps.. dont think im kidding when i say those things cos i usually like to keep my hopes high (so if i dont think i'll have vivas/supps i wont keep complaining to ppl that im going to get it!).. n it's v irritating if i know im going to get vivas/supps, n i know u wont, but yet u keep telling me u will! sorry, it's highly irritating!! [im not referring to any particular person btw, or if u think i am, go on guessing who then, there's a high chance it might not be u, or u, or u..]

ok sorry (again!) for such a strange post.. and sorry if u think im being v pissy on my blog! =/ oops..

oh i blogged too soon!
just watched ep10 of house.. the patient died =/
haha..

house!
dr house!
haha arrogant doctor.. but i really like him! =) i like the way he handles the cases.. the way he's so confident of himself.. even if he's wrong, he can find solutions..
but nah, i dont think i'll become like him one bit next time =P

but house is rather predictable.. dont u think so? it's the same std stuff throughout the whole 45mins.. patient comes him with symptomes, they do diagnostic trials, treat the patient with whatever they -think- the patient is suffering from, if it's wrong then save the patient.. in the end, they come up with a right diagnosis and the patient is saved! haha but the cases are interesting i guess.. i realise sth too, ive watched the first 7 or 8 episodes, and in almost all the episodes, the patients will have seizures! are seizures really that common? =/

grey's anatomy is so drama-mama! haha so much more exciting to follow! i always cant stop watching grey's anatomy.. cos there's a story developing around the lives of the doctors.. like the lives of meredith grey and mcDreamy, which are exciting!!! =P house has, but v slight only..

i need more grey's anatomy soon! haha but till then, ive got the eccentric dr house for company =)

haha this is amazing! i actually watched 3 movies in 2 days! =P i think ure winning me kenrick!

watched inside man on thur
it actually is quite a nice show! abt a bank robbery.. and has a rather cool ending =) or i thought it was quite cool at least! haha n excuse me tan weili! i actually knew what was going on ok? dont have to tell ppl that "audrey didnt understand the show" =( hahaha!

then watched the producers on fri
it was quite hilarious!! there were ppl who kept laughing throughout the whole show! i really love the gay guys house part! super hilarious! its a show based on a musical.. where these 2 producers wanted to produce a show that would be a flop so that they can make money out of it.. but they became so successful in the end! =P

haha and i watched the new world too, on the same day as the producers
it was at cathay.. the new cathay! haha the seats were quite nice what =) albeit the show being a bit boring here and there, i really liked the scenery! and i thought the filming was very gd! way way better than inside man (which made me a bit dizzy at some parts).. but it was rather plot-less.. haha! mich was right, it isnt my kind of show! =P but i accompanied u nonetheless!

and yes, it was a conclusion made by quite a few of my friends that im quite a "leaky barrel".. im not ok!! =P i say things v absent-minded-ly that's all..

anyway, here's some stuff to michelle:
"a 'h' can make such a difference in size between a micelle (which is apparently 5nm!!) and a michelle (which is ehh i dunno how huge =P )" -annalisa
"when i become a doctor next time, i'll have a fan blowing at my patient's face! so i wont get the germs n what-not!" -mich
"i love scuba-diving!! and i dont want to go cable-ski cos i really hate the waters!!" -mich
[what an utterly confusing statement]

pls come back more often to look out for interesting quotes by/abt michelle lim =)

biochem was shites! =/
physio wasnt any much better..

but at least it's over!
for now, at least.. hmm m1's over!! =/ scary thought!
it feels as if time has passed too fast! haha

anyway, today went to settlers at hv.. we played 'im the boss' and this other game called 'cristadel' (i think i cant rem the spelling =/ ) haha
'im the boss' is this game where u invest in certain shares with other ppl.. but i didnt win that game at all =/
but i must say im quite gd at cristadel (or however it's spelt =P )! haha i was v unpredictable.. and fooled ks ian xq weili ty with my non-existant strategy =P n i was actually able to win one game of that!! must go settlers n play more cos it was really fun!

more updates tmr.. my eyes are closing now =(

anat was terrible as usual.. i dont ever recall myself saying that "oh! the paper was ok!" for any CAs/exams last year and this year! =(
whatever! hmph!

biochem tmr..
physio the day after..
then....... holiday? or not.. =/
worried

biochem biochem biochem =( =( many sad frowning faces..
too many names of enzymes, antibiotics and what-not to know! =/
brain's too tiny..
i want a bigger and smarter brain!!

and lenticulostriate! i wrote it in my anat paper today.. ok that was probably worth 1 mark only.. haha

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! =P

stole this from sanmei's blog =)

It will be worth it all someday
It will be worth it to go the straight and narrow way
When we finally see His face
And feel His warm embrace
It will be worth it all that day

These present troubles don't compare
To all the glory our God, He has prepared
'Cause when we finally see His face
And feel His strong embrace
It will be worth it all that day

And I can see the angels as they celebrate and call your name
And I can hear the Father, with a tear in His eye
As He says well done my good and faithful servant
Well done

It will be worth it all
It will be worth it all
It will be worth it all that day

persevere! it will be all worth it.. someday!

just suddenly felt like putting a photo of a random sunset on my blog =)


THE PROMISE
4HIM

Ive been watching you
Holding on for me
Through the waiting and the wonder
Somehow you still believe
If your faith is strong
Someday you will find
It may not be like u expect it
But I will come to you
At a perfect time

You may be waiting for the fire
When Im calling through the rain
You may be listening for thunder
While Im whispering your name
You may be searching for a sign
To let u know that its ok
Hold on
Cos Im on my way

I came to Abraham
I was the sacrifice
For 40yrs I walked with Moses
Through the wilderness of life
I came to Bethlehem
I saw them crucify the lamb
And as in rolled away the stone
I heard him say
Hes coming back again

You may be waiting for the fire
When Im calling through the rain
You may be listening for thunder
While Im whispering your name
You may be searching for a sign
To let u know that its ok
Hold on
Cos Im on my way

Im the promise
And Im on my way..

oh i realise i do have photos! just found these in my phone =)

drawing of mich by ty! haha it looks quite like mich! except for the weird-looking lips, n the rather thick eyebrows! =P
tzeyeong with a star-ed forehead! =P



realise that ian's hardly on my blog.. so here're 2 photos! haha e lower photo is an ego-self-taken photo! =P

what an unproductive day today again! =/ i need more concentration powers!!

anyway,
there's 24 hrs in a day..
1 week means 24x7 hrs..
1 year means 12x24x7 hrs..
seems like a lot of time??

well, it appears that we have a lot of time on our hands..
"i have 10 hrs to study today! that's a lot what!.. so i can slack for a while now.."
but time is shorter than we actually perceive it to be!
1 hr actually passes by very quickly when 1) we're having fun, 2) we're desperately trying to turn the pages of textbooks as fast as we can, 3) we're staring at this computer screen and blogging!
but 1 hr is 60mins, and 60mins sounds quite long.. right?

we're made to think that we have a lot of time in this world..
have u ever thought abt it?
that uve been ard in this world for abt 20yrs already?
did it pass very quickly?
im sure it did!
n then u think to urself "i have probably another 50yrs to go, i can do a lot of things in those next 50yrs!"
but what if? what if sth happens?

no one knows!
no one can tell u..
so time is actually shorter than it seems..
even if u manage to live till 70!
time passes by faster than u can ever imagine it to be..

how many times have u said this statement,
"time is passing too quickly!!"
or
"time flew by so fast!!"
or sth to that effect..
im sure uve said it countless times!

so treasure each minute!
spend each minute wisely!

(be not like me, blogging away and away and not using my time wisely to study..)

[haha after reading through the post, i realise that it's quite a stoopid post, but i dont want to delete it.. so everyone has to suffer through my incoherent thoughts =P ]

i have no photos to blog =(

an interesting conversation..

it started like this..

"i need to shit......."

"oh i dont shit one!"
"what?? huh??"
"yah! i dont need to shit! the shit just diffuses out with my fart!!"
"oh so ur underwear is brown colour is it?"
"hmmmm.. no! actually i only fart when im in the bathroom so i wont dirty my clothes.."
"wah! so ur bathroom has a layer of brown stuff? from the shit particles?"
"NO! i wash my bathroomk!"

hahahahahaha!