went shopping =) haha and bought:

3 tops
1 jeans
1 skirt

happy!

was very glad that i went for prayer meeting last night =) and it really just reminded me of how great God's love is.. that surrendering everything that i have, surrendering all my relationships, all my ambitions, all my hopes and all my plans to God is sth that i shd have done a long long time ago.. and in everything that i do, seek to glorify God only, and not men =) haha these stuff have been mentioned countless times before, but many a time, i always forget abt them when i get too caught up in trying to do everything by my own strength, and not relying on God's strength..

i must admit that i've been relying too much on my own strength to do many things, even tho they might seem very small and petty and unimportant and trivial.. but i guess i've learnt.. i wasn't in e very best of my spiritual walk w God.. it's always an empty feeling inside when i'm distant from God.. but i've asked God for forgiveness and re-aligned myself! =)

each and everyone of us has a God-shaped hole inside of us, waiting to be filled by Him! =)


O Sacred King

O Sacred king
O Holy King
How can I honor You rightly
Honor that's fit for Your name

O Sacred Friend
O Holy friend
I don't take what You did lightly
Friendship instead of disgrace

For it's the mystery of the universe
You're the God of holiness
Yet You welcome souls like me
And with the blessing of your father's heart
You discipline the ones you love
There's kindness in Your majesty

Jesus those who recognize your power
Know just how wonderful You are
When You draw near.

watched exorcism of emily rose last night w claire chris junliang =) some parts were seriously very scary la! claire n i were covering our faces.. and at a few parts, i actually took e popcorn box to cover half my face! haha shan't spoil e story of those who're planning to watch it.. haha but on e whole, i thought e movie was gd! =) one thing's for sure, no one will fall asleep in e movie la.. haha and e movie is actually based on a true story? so if u think abt e whole demons and exorcism thing, it can be extremely scary =/

ok anyway, was just flipping through e papers this morn (i woke up at 11.. pig! yes) and ILULISSAT shall be one of e places that i want to visit!! =)









haha ahh!! all e photos are so nice! i feel like going there already =)

tanglin mac's.. nice cup of hot tea in e morn (w one half packets of sugar and two packets of creamer =P).. study.. lunch.. talk.. study.. shopping.. slacking.. study.. dinner..

brings back great memories..
just one yr ago, i was there mugging for As tog w yl.. haha and we were there today again.. how time flies..

haha we bought nice cheap green slippers from e island shop.. e slippers were on 70% discount.. v gd deal! =)

haha love u inkling!! =P

and i want to travel! travel to all e exotic places in e world.. to see all e majestic mountains, e sparkling clear blue ocean waters, e lush green plains, e pretty sand dunes =)

Lord, we need Your grace and mercy
We need to pray like never before
We need the power of Your Holy Spirit
To open Heaven’s door

Chorus
Spirit, touch Your church,
Stir the hearts of men,
Revive us Lord,
With Your passion once again.
I want to care for others,
Like Jesus cares for me
Let Your reign fall on me,
Oh Lord,
Let Your reign fall on me.

Lord, we humbly come before You
We don’t deserve of You what we ask
But we yearn to see Your glory
Restore this dying land

Let Your reign fall on me.

haha had a bestest clique outing! to celebrate ben's and kenneth's birthday! =P

thai express, nydc! delicious!! but ex! but nvm la, ben's and kenneth's birthday! haha

http://www.edwardmonkton.com/
go to e gallery! u'll see e most out of point illustrations on e "meaning of life".. nothing there makes any sense! but it's so dumb that it's so funny =P

e "pig of happiness" is really cute!! and "not all potatoes can swim" is just outright sense-less! =P haha i have no idea what they actually mean.. so it anyone figures out, do share.. other than that, it makes for gd leisure, relaxing, brainless viewing.. =)

yikes!! it's oct 30!! =( so fast! CAs are coming.. and i dunno anything.. sigh.. sigh.. sigh..

sometimes, life doesn't suck =)

we studied abt e abdomen during anat pract today, and hence, we learnt abt e livers among other glands/organs..

haha anat pract was very gd! bay was super excellent! =) haha love his anat practs! time just passes very quickly!
hmm and bay was so nonsense today also.. cos he saw e right side of tzeyeong and his pierced ears, and asked e class, "if u pierce one side of ur ear, it means sth right?"
someone in class: yah! right side means that u're gay.. but tzeyeong pierced both sides, so he's not gay..
someone else in class: piercing both sides means u're a girl..

hahaha

bay: oh oh! i heard that if u carry a mineral water bottle and walk down changi village, it means that u're gay..

class: what?? hahahaha! who did u hear it from??

bay: prof raj!

someone in class: so how does prof raj know?? =P

we went to e anat museum today, and it's sooo nice!! haha my first time in e anat museum looking at all e stuff =) nice nice!! haha saw a piece of e large intestine, and it had like "char-siew-looking-things" on e surface.. haha which turned out to be some fatty appendices (or sth like that i can't rem =P) then there's also this plastic-guy where u can remove like e organs and all!! haha i've never seen it before, and my nice friends called me a "mountain turtle" =/ grrr and they tried to use e plastic-guy's head to scare me.. FAILED tho =P haha

hahahaha then later as we were coming down from e anat museum, we met raj.. haha and we had to remind bay to ask raj abt e mineral water bottle thing =P

anyway, i ate dinner at home.. and nearly lost my appetite! cos guess what my mum had to cook?? liver!! =/ i ate a piece of it, and thought abt e disgusting green slab of liver i saw at pract today, and lost my appetite there and then!! bleah! haha e worst thing is that my mum asked, "so are u going to learn abt e small intestine next week? cos if u are, i'll buy kway chup, tog w lots of small intestines!!" =/ =/ haha yup, there u go, my mum! and she had to add, "when u learn abt e brain, i'll cook pig's brains for u......" hahaha i just rolled my eyes!

it's so nice to be home!! =) =) cos i always have no one to talk to in my rm at pgp.. at home it's diff! i've learnt to really appreciate my home and e ppl in it! =) YAY! next whole week i'm going to stay at home! stay at home! stay at home! and get sick of home =P

in gd spirits!

life sucks..

when

1) clothes can't spin in e washing machine
2) clothes aren't dry after 2 cycles in e dryer
3) sth is missing from e pile of clothes

there are still many other contributing factors

but

life sucks..

in general





"life sucks" seems to have evolved to become my most commonly used word..

ok! i shall reply to tags first and decide later if i shd type more stuff..

xq: i'm glad u realised! haha and that u can finally read my tags =)
ty: haha yah! ok i'll go tag on ur blog soon again.. but i tag on ur board what!! =P
wendy: thanx!! i need to mug harder now.. certain ppl like ian tan is stressing me out big time!!
ks: yes ks, sooo knowlegable as always!! =P
fish: haha u're going to e bathrm now.. hahaha!! this is super retarded!! grrr! =P

spent e day in e lib trying to read snell on upper limbs (well i didn't learn anything from e dear grandfather =P).. and inadvertently falling asleep in e lib.. sigh, life sucks! all e mugging and burying of heads in books.. bleah! and then i was almost freezing and dying in e lib, when fish came, announcing that she was done w pbl!! =)

ahh! haha then it was ikea for dinner! chicken wings rock! (it's a must-have at e ikea restaurant!! =P) haha punsch roll was gd too! (it's some rum thing.. haha it's has a choc coating, and this green rectangular colouring on e top) ohh and e potato salad is surprisingly nice! cos it looks so plain, but it tastes really gd!

ok what a pig! whole day talking abt food and what-nots.. =/

a random point-form post for today..

craving for:
waffles w caramel banana and ice cream from marche!

thoughts through my head:
why do all e enzymes and cycles and substrates and all the what-nots in biochem sound e same???

people who made my day:
yanqi - thanx for ur prayer =)
marc - thanx for answering my qns on e nonsense-all-confusing-biochem!!
ben - thanx for telling me another person who's biochem isn't her forte either (at least there's still a future for someone who suck at biochem like me =/)
fish - u always make my day (haha nah just kidding! but since u tagged so much on my blog, u deserve a line or two of some honourable mention =P)
yl - thanx for ur enthusiasm (or rather, e stress-induced "enthusiasm" =P) abt studying too! haha tmr night!! =)

ok crappiness is creeping me.. i can sense it! before this post goes crappy beyond hope, i shall stop.. as it is, i shd have stopped at e smiley face in e previous paragraph.. cos this sentence is so nonsense and sense-less..

how ironic (that i spoke sense) maybe i shd change my blog title.. haha that's another thought for another day..

i dunno what i'm doing online and what i'm doing blogging when i'm supposed to have my head buried in notes and books and what-not! urgh.. why is e life of a med student so sucky?? have to study e whole day study e whole day study e whole day.. in sch, every space, every corner, will be filled w ppl u know.. studying studying studying..

bleah! haha feel better after that ranting..

back to gluconeogenesis.. big word.. but boring and sucky! i think sucky has become my fav word.. i was compelled by circumstances to keep using "sucky" cos studying is so sucky!

life is sucky.. (a variation of life sucks haha)

for those who're concerned, i'm ok! i'm just only abt 30 over, 40 lects behind for biochem.. yup! (big smile! and be happy!)

it really is very nice feeling to talk to young children.. they're so innocent, so naive, and they laugh at e simplest of things, not to mention, get upset at e simplest of things too..

today when i went for tuition, i bought like chocs and prawn crackers for my pri 3 tuition boy (marcus) and his sister, who always hangs ard when i give marcus tuition.. haha i bought meiji milk choc, and e calbee spicy prawn crackers..

marcus is a "chocolate monster" - quoted from his elder bro, joel =P and at first his sister (rae) was like "i can't eat, i got cough".. but knowing small kids (she's 5 btw), she succumbed to temptation and eventually nibbled on 2 pieces of chocs.. and when i threatened to tell her dad, she gave me e super-sheepish-yet-very-cute look and grinned.. ahhh! so cute (for e utter lack of vocab)! =)

then i took out e prawn crackers! haha it was an instant hit.. marcus just kept eating and eating and eating.. and rae, who had a packet of drink w her to try and reduce e spicy-ness, was like "there's too much prawn crackers for my drink".. then e both of them laughed..

in e midst of tuition, rae said that she could spell and proceeded to spell "o-n-e, t-w-o, t-h-r-e-e...t-e-n" wow! 5 yrs old.. did i used to know this back when i was five? =P
marcus, trying to act smart, said, "i can spell prawn crackers, p-r-a-w-n c-r-a-c-k-e-r-s."
haha rae wasn't that dumb, "it's on e packet what.. hahaha" and then e both of them started laughing like mad..

after a while, rae decided to show marcus that she could roll her tongue, and laughed at marcus cos he couldn't roll his tongue.. haha when i told her i couldn't roll my tongue either, she just kept laughing at me, and started rolling her tongue in front of me (i guess as a form of suaning me =P) haha bleah, imagine getting suaned by a 5 yr old kid..

haha there's still more.. marcus said, "what.the.hell. (almost in a whsiper, for fear of letting their grandma hear that statement, cos at 9 n 5 yrs old, i think it's quite a forbidden statement =P)"
rae was like, "horrrr, i'm going to tell daddy."
then me, being quite blur then and didn't know what was going on, asked marcus, "what e 'what'?" (wanting to know if he said 'hell' or 'heck') haha well, they thought i was trying not to be vulgar by replacing 'hell' w 'what'.. and started saying "what e what".. and yes, i think u can guess it by now, they just continued laughing for ages!

ahhh! they were so cute! =P it was def worth an afternoon at their place for tuition..

but e story doesn't end there.. when e spicy calbee prawn crackers finished, marcus said, "i like e silver packet one, e black pepper one!"
so i told him, "ok! next time i come here i'll buy e silver packet."
then rae added, "i like e red packet one!" and she went off somewhere, while i resumed teaching marcus how to count perimeter of objects in grid squares..

then as in was abt to leave their hse, rae like stood at e gate, refusing to let me leave their place.. i was really really puzzled! so i asked marcus what happened.. and he said it's sth to do w e black pepper prawn crackers! haha i think she got jealous that i was going to buy marcus a pack, and she wasn't going to get one.. so in e end i had to promise rae that i'll buy her a pack of e red prawn crackers and that she didn't need to share it w marcus..

only then could i leave e hse.. but rae was still sulking..

haha kids kids kids.. i wonder if i ever did sulked and gotten upset over a pack of biscuits/crackers when i was 5.. =P i'm quite sure i did..

lectures are not boring when.....

"tap.tap.tap."
covers cheeks.
turns around.
glares.
whacks leg.

"auddrrreeeyyy" (in whispers).
turns around.
glares.
continues to copy notes.

"audrey".
turns around.
"stop turning ard"
glares.

"tap.tap.tap."
turns around.
poked in e cheek.
glares.
grabs pencil box.
tickled.
startled.
throws pencil box.

yes, some first hand experience of e not-supposed-to-be-typical-but-is-happening-everyday lecture "boredom-relief".. thanx to U and U and U and U and U! =)

see, give thanx in all circumstances! =P